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Journal of Conscientiology
Volume
4, Number 13 - July 2001
International Institute of Projectiology
and Conscientiology
Editor's Foreword
Articles:
Non-Physical States of Conscious Life
J. H. M. Whiteman
Healthy Conviviality and Karmic Dynamics
Laênio Loche
Essays:
Scientific Revolution
Alexandre Pereira Delgado
Enfoque Concienciológico de
la Estabilidad Emocional
Laura Sánchez
Personal Accounts:
Bioenergetic Self-experimentation
Marisela Aparicio
Near-death experience: A new opportunity for changing
Augusto Freire
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Editors’ Foreword
This issue of the Journal contains thought-provoking
articles on a range of research themes and two accounts of
striking personal experiences.
The piece provided by Whiteman gives an insight
into some of his ideas concerning ‘non-physical reality’
which he has been researching and writing about for a number
of decades. It gives the reader an opportunity to appreciate
someone else’s classification of projective phenomena
and related altered states of consciousness.
Loche’s well-formed paper proposes a
unity of measure of karma, which he coins Evol. In addition,
another interesting contribution is made by Sánchez
who details her thoughts concerning the process of obtaining
emotional balance.
Delgado offers an intriguing view on the progress
of science over the last century and links current scientific
research with the consciential paradigm. He goes on to indicate
how science must challenge and change many of its base theories
and assumptions if it is to progress as rapidly in the coming
centuries as it has in the recent past.
The two personal accounts presented are also
worth contemplating. Marisela Aparicio’s experience
gives insights on very plausible ways to further research
on bioenergetic phenomena. Augusto Freire’s enjoyable
story is inspiring as it makes us ponder the context of his
near-death experience.
We would like to take this opportunity to
remind those who are unfamiliar with conscientiology terminology
that you can visit IIPC Web Site (www.iipc.org) at your convenience
and download the glossary of conscientiology available there
in English and Spanish.
The Editors
Abstracts
Non-Physical States of Conscious Life
J.H.M.Whiteman
ABSTRACT: Traditional studies of non-physical
experience, even today, are most often woefully deficient
inasmuch as, while they may refer at length to ‘visions’,
‘hallucinations’, etc. (as from the physical body)
they ignore or reject the most complete and instructive kinds
of knowledge of the non-physical, namely, knowledge in non-physical
‘bodies’ and ‘worlds’. Here experiences
of the former kind are called Openings, and those of the latter
kind are called Separations. Various types of Separation,
along with a transitional type of non-physical experience
called Dissociation, are carefully described in this paper,
on the basis of a vast amount of recorded experience[1].
SUMARIO: Los estudios tradicionales de
experiencia no-física, aún hoy, son frecuentemente
y tristemente deficientes, ya que, aunque ellos puedan referirse
con detalle a ‘visiones’, ‘alucinaciones’,
etc. (del cuerpo físico), ellos ignoran o rechazan
los tipos más completos e instructivos de conocimiento
no-físico; sobre todo, el conocimiento de ‘cuerpos’
y ‘mundos’ no-físicos. Aquí, las
experiencias del primer tipo son llamadas Aperturas, y las
del segundo tipo Separaciones. Varios tipos de Separación,
incluso un tipo de experiencia no-física transicional
llamada Disociación, son descritas cuidadosamente,
basadas en una inmensa cantidad de experiencia registrada.
RESUMO: Estudos tradicionais de experiências
não-físicas, ainda hoje, são em geral
lamentavelmente deficientes já que, ainda que se refiram
detalhadamente a ‘visões’, ‘alucinações’,
etc. (do corpo físico) eles ignoram ou rejeitam os
tipos mais completos e instrutivos de conhecimento no campo
não-físico como, por exemplo, o conhecimento
sobre os ‘corpos’ e ‘mundos’ não-físicos.
Aqui, experiências do primeiro tipo são chamadas
Aberturas, e as do segundo tipo são chamadas Separações.
Vários tipos de Separação, juntamente
com um tipo transicional de experiência não-física
chamada Dissociação, são cuidadosamente
descritas neste trabalho, baseadas em uma vasta quantidade
de experiências registradas.
Professor J. H. M. Whiteman has
published over 50 contributions relating to spiritual development,
psychological, or otherwise scientific matters. He taught in the
Dept of Applied Mathematics at the University of Cape Town for 29
years. He has also served as Editor of The South African Music Teacher
for 55 years. He authored The Mystical Life (1961), Philosophy of
Space and Time (1967), The Meaning of Life (1986), and Aphorisms
on Spiritual Method (1993). His latest book is The Dynamics of Spiritual
Development, Vol. 2 of Old and New Evidence on the Meaning of Life
(2000). Prof. Whiteman is also an elected Hon. Member of the (British)
Society for Psychical Research.
[1] This article is based on the major part
of the first chapter of the author’s copyrighted first
volume on “Old and New Evidence on the Meaning of Life:
An Introduction to Scientific Mysticism”.
Healthy Conviviality and Karmic Dynamics
Laênio Loche
ABSTRACT: This article discusses the issue
of healthy conviviality through positive karmic relationships.
It approaches the concepts of evolutionary needs, evolutionary
exchange, evol, karmic account, karmic balance, karmic subject,
karmic object, karmic profitability and the principles of
cumulative distribution and the inconvertibility of the evol.
It also talks about the role of assistance as a practical
means for attaining balanced conviviality. The method used
for this research was the reflective analysis of facts based
on the consciential paradigm.
SUMARIO: Este artículo discute
la convivialidad saludable a través de las relaciones
kármicas positivas. Aborda los conceptos de necesidades
evolutivas, intercambio evolutivo, evol, cuenta kármica,
sujeto kármico, objeto kármico, rentabilidad
kármica y los principios de la distribución
cumulativa y de la inconvertibilidad del evol. También
discute el papel de la asistencia como un medio práctico
para lograr una convivialidad equilibrada. El método
usado para esta investigación fue el análisis
reflexivo de los hechos basado en el paradigma conciencial.
RESUMO: O artigo discute a convivialidade
sadia por meio da relação cármica positiva.
Aborda os conceitos de necessidades evolutivas, escambo evolutivo,
evol, conta cármica, saldo cármico, sujeito
cármico, objeto cármico, rentabilidade cármica
e os princípios da distribuição acumulativa
e da inconversibilidade do evol, além do papel da assistência
no alcance prático da convivialidade equilibrada. A
análise reflexiva dos fatos com base no paradigma consciencial,
serviu de método de pesquisa.
Laênio Loche is a Psychologist,
and works as an Editorial Consultant. He is an instructor at IIPC,
a member of its Deliberative Council and an Independent Researcher
in the specialty of Proexology. Presently he volunteers at the Center
for Higher Studies of Consciousness (CHSC) at Iguassu Falls, where
he contributes to the work being performed for the Encyclopedia
of Conscientiology.
Scientific Revolution
Alexandre Pereira Delgado
ABSTRACT: The
progress of science in our times, particularly in the technological
area, is remarkable. Even so, for the conventional periconsciential
sciences, the number of questions without answers increases
every day, as the issues keep being approached and studied
only under the mechanistic viewpoint, due to the Newtonian-Cartesian
paradigm. The proposal of conscientiology, with the consciential
paradigm, strives to suits all sciences and scientists in
their researches; however, bringing a multidimensional insight
and study of the consciousness in an integral manner to the
research. Thus, the consciential paradigm makes it inevitable
that science will restructure its theories and paradigms.
SUMARIO: El progreso de la Ciencia es
notable en nuestros tiempos, particularmente en el área
tecnológica. Aun así, para las ciencias convencionales
o periconcienciales, el número de preguntas sin respuesta
aumenta todos los días, y ellos continúan siendo
abordados y estudiados sólo de una manera fisicalista,
debido al paradigma Newtonian-cartesiano. La propuesta de
la Concienciología, relativa al paradigma conciencial,
busca atender a todas las ciencias y científicos en
sus investigaciones, pero actuando según la multidimensionalidad
y el estudio de la conciencia de manera integral. El Paradigma
Conciencial hace inevitable el que la Ciencia reestructure
sus teorías y paradigmas.
RESUMO: O desenvolvimento científico
vem adquirindo resultados expressivos nos últimos tempos,
principalmente na área tecnológica. Mesmo com
todo esse avanço, para as ciências convencionais
ou periconscienciais, a cada dia aumenta o número de
perguntas sem respostas que continuam a serem abordadas e
estudadas apenas do modo fisicalista, devido ao seu paradigma
newtoniano-cartesiano. A proposta feita pela Conscienciologia,
relativo ao paradigma consciencial, procura atender a todas
as ciências e cientistas em suas pesquisas, mas agindo
segundo a multidimensionalidade e o estudo da consciência
de maneira integral. Desta forma, fazendo com que, inevitavelmente,
sejam reformulados as teorias e os demais paradigmas.
Alexandre Pereira Delgado is currently
taking a degree on Physical Education in the Federal University
of South Mato Grosso, Brazil. Presently he is a volunteer at the
Campo Grande office of IIPC and coordinates the Inverters Research
Group.
Enfoque Concienciológico de
la Estabilidad Emocional
Laura Sánchez
SUMARIO: El presente artículo relata
el resultado de una autoinvestigación y de la experiencia
de la autora, hasta llegar a la comprensión de porque
la Estabilidad Emocional, a veces no es alcanzada. La personalidad
inestable posee unos rasgos de carácter muy específicos,
que hacen de su mundo “un mundo aparte”, alejándola
de su realidad conciencial y de su programación de
vida. Levantado la hipótesis de que la Inestabilidad
Emocional es la consecuencia de una falta de seguridad y de
autoestima que la conciencia desarrolló en otras existencias
debido a rechazos y fracasos ya vivenciados, es sugerida la
aplicación de algunas técnicas y del trabajo
mentalsomático para que la conciencia empiece a recuperar
su confianza y a establecer su Estabilidad.
ABSTRACT: This article reports the results
of the author’s self-research and experience, reaching
the understanding of why Emotional Balance is not sometimes
achieved. An unstable personality presents some very specific
traits that contribute to making its world “a world
apart,” thus distancing him/herself from its consciential
reality and its life program. Once the hypothesis that Emotional
Instability is the consequence of insecurity and low self-esteem
developed in previous lives due to rejections and failures
experienced is presented, this article then suggests some
techniques and mentalsomatic work for the consciousness to
start recovering its ability to trust and regain its Balance.
RESUMO: Este artigo relata o resultado
de uma autopesquisa e da experiência da autora até
chegar à compreensão da razão pela qual
a Estabilidade Emocional, às vezes, não é
atingida. A personalidade instável possui alguns traços
de caráter muito específico, que fazem de seu
mundo “um mundo à parte”, afastando-a de
sua realidade consciencial e de sua programação
de vida. Uma vez levantada a hipótese de que a Instabilidade
Emocional é conseqüência de uma falta de
segurança e autoestima que a consciência desenvolveu
em outras existências devido a rejeições
e fracassos já vivenciados, são então
sugeridas a aplicação de algumas técnicas
e trabalho mentalsomático para que a consciência
comece a recuperar sua confiança e estabelecer sua
Estabilidade.
Laura Sánchez, profesional
en telemarketing y divulgación para empresas, es profesora
e investigadora independiente del IIPC prestando su colaboración
en la unidad de Barcelona y en las actividades de Italia.
Personal Account
Bioenergetic Self-experimentation
Marisela Aparicio
This experience brought me as much euphoria
as my first OOBE, and I felt compelled to share it with other
people that are interested in consciousness research.
For more than two weeks I have had lower back
pain that went all the way down to my right leg. This was
provoked by an apparatus I bought, which was supposed to help
firm one’s muscles without any exercise – a total
disaster.
In order to be able to move and as I couldn’t
take days off work to rest properly as I was supposed to,
my father, who is a physician, injected cortisone in my back
three times and I took a lot of pain killing pills, including
Tylenol with Codeine. Even with all this care, I was still
unable to stand for more than two minutes.
After many days without any improvement I
went for a MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging) on my back. This
examination requires that one does not move a muscle during
the test.
It was difficult for me to lie on my back
and in order to perform the test I had to take some codeine.
Besides helping with the pain that pill relaxes me a lot and
I thought it was a good opportunity to try to leave the body
while being there.
The first part of the MRI test lasts twenty
minutes. After that time, they inject a colored substance
into your blood vessels, for contrast, and take pictures again,
to compare. This second part takes another 10 minutes. You
cannot move throughout the entire procedure without invalidating
the entire test.
When I was able to lie down and as the medicine
had not yet had its effect, I thought about working with energies
to alleviate the pain. The technician kept informing me of
how well I was doing and that the pictures being taken were
great. I reached a very relaxed state and started moving my
energies.
Since I had to avoid any movement I couldn't
work with a respiratory exercise and so I decided to try the
technique of swinging the psychosoma, which I had tried before
and had achieved an easy non-alignment at that time. I could
feel the psychosoma moving, rocking, but my physical body
did not move at all. However, the machine started sending
alarm messages like if I was physically moving.
The technician came in and was very surprised
because he was looking at me and I was not moving at all.
He said: “How rare! The machine indicates you were moving.
Did you?” I assured him that I did not move a hair.
He fixed some things in the machine and left the room saying:
“You probably did but didn't notice. Try to stay quiet,
please.” I did not change my position and continued
with the energy exercise, not yet linking my exercise with
the machines problem.
So, we started all over again, after a while
the machine once more detected that my body was moving. The
test was interrupted again. I had not change position nor
moved a muscle and the technician was frustrated because he
couldn't figure out what was wrong. All the codes and measurements
were correct, except the alarm was sounding. He mentioned
how strange that was. He said: “You are doing fine.
It is not your fault. The machine must have a defect but this
has never happened before.”
He then called another technician who has
been working in the previous shift to ask her if she had had
any problem with the machine that day or ever before. The
answer was “No”. He made some more adjustments
and we started the test again. By then I already knew that
the machine was “perfect”. That equipment was
capturing the movement of my other body. It was hard for me
to hold the laugh, but as I couldn't move, I kept myself from
laughing.
By then I had remembered how much a friend
of mine laughs about the influence of bioenergies on machines.
After the man readjusted the equipment, I continued with my
experiment, this time not swinging the psychosoma, but only
exteriorizing energies without any effort, just allowing for
the energies to flow at will. The flow was very intense, though.
What happened was that the alarm started again.
The poor technician was going crazy. He wanted
to leave the test for another day because the machine was
broken. He said he had been working with that equipment for
some years, since it was new, and had never had a problem
before. He decided to try one last time. Since I did not want
to come back again and had already spent more than one hour
there, I decided to continue the experiment but doing the
reverse as a control ‘method’.
I restrained my energies, not allowing them
to flow at all, and waited for the results. This was very
hard for me as my energies flow very easily and restraining
them while being so relaxed was difficult. On top of that,
since my energies were contained, I started having some involuntary
muscular spasms because the energy was not flowing. Now, I
thought, another problem: “My muscles have started jumping
involuntarily, I won’t be able to control them and the
machine is going to start beeping. It will be the end of the
examination”.
My feet made little movements (physical ones),
and my hands and arms were very contracted due to the effort.
I was not relaxed at all and I felt I was actually having
involuntary physical movements, yet the machine did not complain.
I was concentrated in holding the energies, “suffering”
not because of the pain but with this energetic battle, and
at the same time, listening to the voice of the technician:
“You are doing fantastic.... The pictures are beautiful...
Excellent, the machine is working perfectly now.”
It was very good that I had practiced the
technique of Three Hours of Waking Physical Immobility[1]
before. I could manage exactly two hours without changing
position or moving a muscle. Only my eyes sometimes moved.
No words can adequately express this experience, but in the
end all the pain I endured for over two weeks was worth it
because of the outcome of this experiment.
I have been in a machine that actually could
capture the movement of psychosoma and bioenergy. I had the
experience and nobody can tell me that it was not true, that
I imagined these things, that it was a coincidence, or any
such nonsense. I would have doubts if I had a vision or any
other paranormal experience because that could have been caused
by the influence of the codeine. This experience, however,
had nothing to do with perceptions but with physical effects.
Such an experience is really worth investigating
by all those that might be having this test, or any similar
ones, performed on themselves.
Editor’s Comments
It is fascinating how many opportunities to
investigate bioenergetic occurrences an open-minded person,
with a scientific spirit, finds in everyday life. Marisela
Aparicio’s experience reminds us of the number of experiments
that have been and can be performed that show physical effects
being generated by non-physical causes.
This occurrence gives us some further clues
about viable ways to create a transducer or detector of bioenergies,
based on the operational principles of the technologies involved
in the MRI equipment.
However, most important of all is the self-experimentation
that confirmed for her, in a more objective way, the tangible
consequences of conscious projection and working with bioenergy.
Personal experience is irreplaceable in producing evidence
for ourselves, without any fantasy or suggestion.
[1] Journal of Conscientiology, Vol. 1, Nr.
3; January, 1999; p.255, by João Bonassi.
Near-Death Experience: A New Opportunity for Changing
Augusto Freire
It was Carnival of 1996. I have made arrangements for the
long weekend and traveled to a camp in President Figueiredo
– a town in the countryside famous for its waterfalls,
one hour from Manaus, in the State of Amazonas, Brazil.
I anticipated a nice weekend and was looking
forward to enjoying it. However, right from the beginning,
things seemed a bit strange and I had to face several situations
that occurred against my will. The first one was at my work,
where I had to unwillingly stay until Sunday morning. This
delayed all my plans for the holiday. As a consequence, I
arrived at the camp on Sunday evening, I then assembled my
tent near the rapids close to the town and left for the main
park to look for a friend.
The city was crowded with tourists and was
in an uproar. No matter how much I tried, I just could not
feel like partying. I felt strange. I was dissatisfied and
uncomfortable. Deep inside I was feeling a kind of emptiness,
with an anguished feeling in my stomach that made me feel
sick all the time. This feeling, or at least part of it, seemed
to be shared by my friend, who was also uneasy and showed
that she was not having a good time in spite of the general
revelry. My main reason for this trip was my friend's company
as I was hoping to change the nature of our relationship and
hoped that she would become my girlfriend. Anyway, things
were going wrong, the atmosphere was not favorable, our communication,
generally easy, was not flowing well, and this was making
me even more anxious, increasing my anguish due to the feeling
that I was doing everything wrong.
Monday was not different. My discomfort was
permanent and the feeling of emptiness seemed to get even
worse. That feeling was familiar to me. Since childhood, for
longer or shorter periods, I have had those symptoms: a permanent
cold in my belly, a widespread dissatisfaction and an urgency
in doing or finding something somewhere that could fill this
emptiness. However, since I had consciously decided to go
in search of what I lacked, it had become less strong.
Once again, I went through old artificial
ways for making me feel better, I tried to drink with the
group at the camp, go places to dance, go to the waterfalls,
dive from high places into the water and climb cascades just
for the taste of radical sports. I also tried to do drugs,
smoke, avoid thinking, and do anything that could help in
escaping from that oppressive intimate reality. These things
were common during a certain time in my youth but no longer
match with me since I have started to look for something that
could really bring some sense to my life.
But then, I was repeating old mistakes that
I knew would not solve the problem, and that I had already
decided would no longer be good for me. From my experience,
I knew that in the end that emptiness was always there.
During:
On Tuesday, I woke up and went to the rapids of water. For
a moment I seemed to feel better; the bush wood’s smell,
the noise and temperature of the water did me well. However,
when returning to the camp, I felt bad again. The atmosphere
was heavy and the place was even physically different from
all other times I had been there. It had too many tents full
of people carrying on and the place seemed degraded and decadent
to me. At that time, I knew nothing practical about energy
and how a group’s thoughts and feelings can influence
us due to the contamination of our energy with their established
informational energetic field. However, I perceived something
was wrong.
I began to drink early in the day, and after
lunch I met my friend again. She informed me she was leaving
in a while. In a certain way, the news made certain the failure
of all my expectations for that weekend and it also sharpened
the sensation I had of doing everything wrong, especially
regarding my romantic plans. But I decided not to think of
it anymore and to have a good time anyway.
I got to the rapids and soon joined the fun
with some swimmers. I would climb to a certain point, dive
in to the rapids, follow the flow of the river and swim to
the side a few meters downstream, a little before reaching
a deeper and darker place where the force of the running water
formed whirlpools. Everybody avoided this place as it was
dangerous, and had a history of causing drownings. I began
repeating the game in a compulsive way and between one turn
and another I had a clear sensation of disrespecting the force
of nature - incidentally it had rained a lot in the past few
days and the volume of water was stronger than ever. Unfortunately,
I did not pay attention to that perception. The rush of adrenaline
of going down the rapids was stronger than the notion of safety
or self-preservation. All I took care of was to dive closer
to the side to make it easier to get out of the water. One
time I dove a little more carelessly and I was carried down
the river by the rapids, very far from the diving point. When
I noticed it, I tried to swim to the bank, but the water was
stronger and I was dragged to that dark and deep place. I
did not try to scream. There was music playing and I felt
nobody would listen to me and people on the bank seemed to
be busy with other interests. My only reaction was trying
to swim from this place with all of my strength. However,
a whirlpool formed by the running waters pulled me down and
I could hardly move. Then, I tried to touch the ground but
this attempt was in vain. Until I was very tired and after
having swallowed a lot of water I was sure that I had done
everything in my power and that I would not get out of there
alive.
I was taken by a feeling of frustration and
indescribable loss. I knew that dying there and then would
put me in a very bad situation. In that exact moment it was
as if time stopped. I stopped hearing the music and did not
see the people anymore. I did not even feel the fatigue of
my physical body from the effort of trying to stay on the
waters surface. It was as if I was simply there, floating,
in the middle of the river. My life began passing before me,
in the most tiny details at an impressive speed, it was as
if a film inside my head had been triggered, by means beyond
my will. I watched each scene with an ever-increasing deep
and accurate understanding, with each chronological fact overlapping
and being unfolded automatically, as in a chain reaction.
The scenes were in color and some of them
presented moving images. It was as if each one represented
a period of my life in which everything presented was understood
instantly, in block, including its emotional load. However,
the scenes were not the most important perception. What stood
out was the certainty of having done everything wrong, starting
with a succession of personal choices that were directing
me down a self-destructive, displaced route, which culminated
in the time and place where I was. This deep understanding
was corroborated by the scenes referring to each period of
my life until that moment, which generated a pressing need
for change. Analyzing that perception, I can distinguish the
nuances of sensations and details of this chronological succession.
In that moment, however, everything seemed to be happening
at the same time, although I clearly recognized the sequence
of the facts of my life that had taken me there.
In an approximate analogy, this ‘film’
seems like the computer bar that is displayed when a command
is executing a task showing the execution of the task from
0 to 100%. The only difference is that this “task bar”
was displayed in an accelerated and constant rhythm and whose
higher omnipresent remark, that is, the final result, was
the certainty of being on the wrong road and the overwhelming
need for change.
According to my calculations, from the understanding
of my imminent death to the end of the scenes less than 10
seconds had elapsed, to me this seemed like an eternity. In
the exact moment the scenes ceased, I literally heard a masculine
voice echoing in my head: "now try to touch the ground!”,
which without questioning this command, I promptly did. To
my surprise, my feet touched the tip of something that I instantly
recognized to be a log in the bed of the river. With difficulty,
I managed to keep balance and avoided being again pushed in
to the whirlpool. I stood there long enough to rest and recover
my strength and then I swam away from that place.
After:
I sat down for a long time on the river bank and recalled
the whole experience. I was physically and morally exhausted.
I understood perfectly that what I was doing wrong was my
own life. I did not want to see or speak to anyone. I was
feeling nauseous, with that horrible butterfly-sensation in
the stomach like when you get a fright, and in my gut I felt
a desperate anguish. The weekend ended there. I spent the
rest of the day quiet and the party climate repulsed me. I
stared for hours at the rapids with only one thought; that
it was necessary to change something, to change everything,
but I did not know what exactly nor how to alter my situation.
I felt like running away from that place, but to return to
my sister's house in Manaus would not satisfy my need to be
alone. Unfortunately, I decided to stay for one more day,
which only contributed to reiterate my inner certainty that
there was something wrong in that environment, which in some
way was reflected in my inner state.
I went back to Manaus on Wednesday, dispirited
and frustrated. I wrote a farewell letter to my friend, as
I did not have the courage to see her. I wanted to run away
from everybody and I did not have the slightest inclination
to give explanations; mainly, I wanted to escape from all
the wrong decisions I had made in the past, although I knew
it was impossible to change them.
Several weeks went by until I felt alleviated
from the shock. Something inside of me changed with that experience.
I was no longer the same and I could not think of doing anything
else except changing the state of my life, no matter what.
I left my parents' house in the beginning of 1995 to follow
a strong conviction that had accompanied me since childhood;
the conviction that I needed to go somewhere and do something
big, although I did not quite understand what was it. Anyway
I knew that this was more important than all the other things
in my life. It was something that would bring the answers
I needed so much and that could show me that there was some
larger meaning to life, as it could not be just a succession
of chances from birth to death – I felt it was not so.
By that time I was already aware of some evolutionary
theories which I had learned through reading and personal
parapsychic experiences. To me, evolution seemed to be the
most coherent path, as it provided me with something that
all others theories and experiences I have had did not. I
felt it was the only thing that was effective in decreasing
my frequent feeling of emptiness.
Unfortunately, since I got involved with camping
I had left my search behind. Even so, that experience reaffirmed
this inner certainty and I restarted searching in several
places again. The mystical, occult and religious explanations
about evolution became insufficient and unsatisfactory for
me, as they seemed anachronistic and outdated.
On September 14 of the same year after a succession
of synchronicities, I came in contact with Conscientiology
through the 1st class of the Projectiology course (called
Consciousness Development Program in its English version)
and I immediately recognized the ideas. I already knew about
almost everything the teacher spoke – it was just a
recollection, a remembering of things I knew. Everything began
to make sense, as if in a puzzle, I was organizing the missing
pieces in my thoughts to begin to understand what was happening
to me and I began to appreciate the immense universe of possibilities
before me. Immediately I understood that I had “found
my group” and that my search had finished. At least
in that moment, that was the place I should be and researching
those ideas with that group was what I had long sought. It
was the first time in my life I felt one with something. I
became a volunteer of the International Institute of Projectiology
and Conscientiology (IIPC) in this 1st class and I never stop
being one because I knew I was committed with the work of
that evolutionary group.
At this point, it is important to point out
that this recognition is of a personal and private nature.
I recognized that, specifically in my case, I had previously
programmed myself to do this work, as one of the tasks to
perform in this life. Actually, everything I always have sought
was my existential program - my mission in life, so to speak.
What made me go in the wrong direction and have those experiences
was my anxious feelings, poor adjustment and hasty temper
in addition to a precocious and immature attempt to find answers.
This lack of discernment led me to an ectopy (deviation),
with the internal symptoms of emptiness and anguish, proper
to that condition.
Today I know that I could have avoided all
that, and with a little more pondering and discernment, I
could have broken the whole sequence of wrong choices that
moved me away from my correct direction. These issues culminated
in that near-death experience, a type of shock treatment.
But I thank the helpers, extraphysical consciousnesses that
help us to evolve, for the opportunity of that experience.
This was a turning point in my existential
recycling towards a higher understanding of the responsibilities
and implications of my existential program within the assistantial
maxi-mechanism and the lucid evolutionary prioritization,
without further anguish or chronic emptiness and happy to
be accomplishing what I had programmed for myself during my
intermissive period (the period between my last life and current
existence).
Editors’ Comments
Two main aspects of Augusto Freire’s
experience are of major significance and worthy of comment.
The first one is the intraphysical melancholy that he reported
having felt throughout his life. The sensation of emptiness
and of being out of sync with one’s program was obvious
in his case, this made him discern details of the holothosenic
(info-energetic) process of his near-death experience.
The second main aspect of his experience is
the existential recycling undertaken by Augusto. Existential
recycling is composed of a set of attitudes that individuals
utilize in order to renew their lives. Usually this process
comes about due to the individual’s inner sensation
of being unhappy with the course of his/her life and a desire
to feel more productive and fulfilled.
The ‘life changes’ described by
those who undergo near-death experiences possess the same
characteristics of existential recycling. In Augusto Freire’s
case, he understands the recycling experience and offers a
sincere and understandable description of this process.
His account also provides us with an interesting
description of the panoramic vision phenomenon, which he compared
to a ‘computerized life’s progress bar’.
His candid report allowed us to analyze how Augusto sensed
the panoramic vision and how he was affected by it.
Many cases of near-death experiences present
a “direct” encounter with extraphysical consciousnesses.
In Augusto’s case, he has had direct contact with advanced
extraphysical consciousnesses, this shows us their participation
in positive cases of near-death experience. Augusto’s
perception of the extraphysical helpers was through clairaudience,
when he “hears” a voice suggesting him to touch
the ground when he could reach the log.
This account adds a valuable experience to
the expanse of near-death experience case history. Many researchers
have pursued a greater understanding of near-death experiences
and have produced some comprehensive and detailed analysis
of the phenomenon. The 3rd International Congress of Projectiology
and Conscientiology in May 2002 will be hosting researchers
and discussions on this topic.
News and Notices
Invitation:
3rd International Congress of Projectiology and Conscientiology
New York – May 2002
From May 16 to 19, 2002, in New York City,
the International Institute of Projectiology and Conscientiology
will host the 3rd International Congress of Projectiology
and Conscientiology (ICPC), at the New York Academy of Medicine.
The 3rd ICPC is focused on the scientific
exploration of consciousness, its manifestation beyond the
human body, and parapsychic phenomena. The Congress will bring
together renowned researchers from many disciplines within
the broad field of consciousness research.
Through its comprehensive agenda of activities
and subjects, the congress will provide a valuable opportunity
for discussions and exchange of ideas, aimed at deepening
the understanding of the consciousness and its vast potential.
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